I’m becoming a narcissist.

I swear i’ve become more arrogant and stuff ndsknasdjkgnads I don’t how or when but omg i just feel so vain all of a sudden like jdskfadkgsdg what’s happened to meeeeeeee  

I’m scared to talk to you guys.

Seriously. I know you follow me but like i’m scared that i’ll say hi and then you’ll just be like “psh. bitch no” and ignore me meep. Especially the people who i follow who also follow me. I’ll see you reblog one of my things and i’ll just be like “….Say hi to me so i can become your friend please” ;;;;;

So I have a crush on Rise of The Guardians’ Jack Frost….bdksnslsazlsnahss Why’s he so cute and amazing and be my best friend, Jack? ;;

I still have no idea what I want to do in the future. My mum wants me to work on the airlines, and I wouldn’t mind that, but all I really wanna do is be a trainee at either YG or CUBE ;; or Atleast living in a nice apartment and working somewhere in Camden…..Why is that too much to ask for?

I’m not really into the rookie groups this year.

I mean, they’re okay….but that’s it. The only rookies that i really love are EvoL, EXO, B.A.P (can they even be considered rookies anymore?), AOA and there are others but i can’t remember their names BUT BACK TO THE POINT.
The other rookie groups are just all the same. There’s nothing original or new about them.

Papa YG might be right when he said the idol phase is over~ 

I have a thing for watching people kiss. 

I seriously have no idea why i like it so much, i just do. If i see people out side making out, i just have to watch and then they see me and i seem like a creep but i still keep watching……there’s something wrong with me. 

I neverhardly ever do confessions anymore…I should start doing them again. 

I swear to god, i’ve lost count of how many husbands (what i call my ultimate male biases) i have!

It used to just be Heechul, Dongwoo, Brian, and GD. But now it’s like bsdjfgbsjgbfgdfskjghdfsjghd IDUNNA ANYMOAR MAN ;AAA; 

I’m horrible to the ones i love. 

When i finally consider someone a really close friend, i start making mean jokes at them and shizz like that. If you’re someone who i reaaallly can’t live without, i’ll be a bitch to you and hold grudges against you like there’s no tomorrow. It’s how i am with my mum even though i know i could never live without her. I guess it’s my way of seeing if you’re a faithful person to me or not(?)

I’ve become waaaaayyy too self conscious on what i wear lately. 

I never used to be this way. ndsfjsnkgdsf Me no likey~ >.< 

Marius from Sezy Zone has turned me into a teenage paedophile .__. 

I just….he’s just….DBSJGDBSGKJDSF I CANT, OK. I JUST FIND HIM SO FREAKING ATTRACTIVE AND I WANT HIM BUT HE’S WAY TOO UNDER AGE AND I’M NOT AND IT’S LIKE HODAMN, I’M A PEDO. SHIT. FUCK. DSMGKSDFNGSDNGDHDS ;~~;
I mean, LOOK AT THE BOY! 

sobbing. Why do i want him so much? ;~~~~~; 

I don’t grow out of things.

And by this i mean like how when your younger, you might like a certain type of style and then you kinda just grow out of it as you get older. Yeah. I’m not like that. And i see this alot when it comes to J-Pop and K-Pop. People tend to like J-Pop when they’re younger, and then when/if they discover K-Pop they kinda just….stop listening to J-Pop.

But yeah….i never grow out of things. I just end up liking more things :P

I cravelove skinship.

I absolutely love hugs! Like seriously, when my friend comes round i’m always clinging to her. fgdsgndfsjgndfkgjsd I just really love skinship and i’m actually wishing i could have a hug rn……..-opens arms- Someone hug me ;u;  

I’m not a SONE, but i seriously do love SNSD.

I love their songs. I love their dances. I love them. Half of them are my wives. But…i just can’t be a SONE. I refuse! If they were in any other company other than SM, then maybe, i would be a SONE but…..yeah~…. SNSD + under SM = Me not a SONE. I do actually think they’re kinda over-rated aswell…..but i still love them! But…yeah~ i dun na….i just feel like they’re a little over-rated :/

I love the sound of violins, bass guitars, and cello’s.

I just think they sound so amazing. If i ever had the chance to learn another instrument, i’d choose one of these three! Plus, people always look insanely hot when they play these instruments *o*